2008-03-29 || 12:06 a.m.
Be so.
It's so hard to believe that where there once was so much love and adoration, there can fester so much hate and loathing.
You sicken me. To no end right now. And I know you dont' give a flying fuck about any of that.
I'm almost done caring. It's obvious you don't anymore, so why should I? Answer me that. This is how you wanted it. This is what you asked for. This is yr doing. This is no longer on my head.
I'm on the verge of leaving you forever, but yr so consumed with hiding and ignoring and him and fuck, you don't even realize it do you? DO YOU?
FUCKING WAKE UP ALREADY.
How can someone so smart be so fucking stupid?