2004-02-17 || 1:00 a.m.
Choke them down.
Feeling sick to my stomache reading things that you wrote that were never meant for me to find.
Never meant for my eyes.
And now I'm sorry for it and I'm not sure how to look you in the eyes and I'm not sure what to think of anything and the questions are building up and piling up higher than i know what to do with them.
But once again I will choke them down and put on this happy fucking face and pretend that I'm alive and well and I know nothing at all and that that's how I like it.